After Ourselves

Told by: Heather

On April 20, 2013 I began bleeding heavily while out of town with my daughter. We were in a hotel room and there was no one but my teenager there to pull me together.

My husband had to come to where I was in the middle of the night.

Later in the week with ultrasounds and blood tests the doctor determined I had a blighted ovum. I would’ve been 10 weeks that week I found out. I had only had my first appointment and no ultrasound pictures. All that remains from my pregnancy is my positive pregnancy test. I never will even know if my baby started to develop and died and was absorbed into my body or if I was only pregnant with the sac.

Either way, I fell in love with my baby with that positive pregnancy test.

We decided since we never saw our baby or knew the sex to name it after ourselves. Jaime (my first name) and Ryan (husband’s middle name). Jaime Ryan….Mommy and Daddy will love you forever!

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BIRTH & BEREAVEMENT QUOTES
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To love another person is to see the face of God.

— Victor Hugo, Les Miserables

Don’t be ashamed of your story, for it will inspire others.

— Anonymous

It’s not what you look at that matters, it’s what you see.

— Henry David Thoreou

The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

— Jacques Banigne Bossuel

And I gave him back to the Lord.

— Hannah, of her son Samuel
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