Milo’s Mummy

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On the 27th of July 2014 at 4 am I gave birth to my little baby boy Milo.

At the start of my pregnancy I had a big bleed and on my 12 week scan they had told me that my body was threatening to miscarry but my baby was healthy and had a very good heartbeat . I had bled all the way to the end when Milo was born.  I can’t even say if he was alive when he was born as I gave birth to him on the toilet and no one checked him for 10-15 minutes.  I was so scared to look at my own baby because of what I might see.

We had his funeral and now have somewhere to visit him . Since the day Milo became an angel I can’t sleep; he’s on my mind all the time and I have so many questions I need answering I don’t know if this is normal? And I really don’t know how to get myself back to normal.

 

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BIRTH & BEREAVEMENT QUOTES
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I would not undo his existence just to undo my pain.

Our dead are never dead to us, until we have forgotten them.

— George Eliot

Much more than pro-life or pro-choice, I am pro-healing.

— an SBD Doula

I had seen birth and death but had thought they were different.

— T.S. Eliot

Since the day of my birth, my death began its walk. It is walking toward me, without hurrying.

— Jean Cocteau
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