Milo’s Mummy

Told by: Milo’s Mummy

On the 27th of July 2014 at 4 am I gave birth to my little baby boy Milo.

At the start of my pregnancy I had a big bleed and on my 12 week scan they had told me that my body was threatening to miscarry but my baby was healthy and had a very good heartbeat . I had bled all the way to the end when Milo was born.  I can’t even say if he was alive when he was born as I gave birth to him on the toilet and no one checked him for 10-15 minutes.  I was so scared to look at my own baby because of what I might see.

We had his funeral and now have somewhere to visit him . Since the day Milo became an angel I can’t sleep; he’s on my mind all the time and I have so many questions I need answering I don’t know if this is normal? And I really don’t know how to get myself back to normal.

 

slider pictures purple

Rate this post
0 0 votes
Article Rating
BIRTH & BEREAVEMENT QUOTES
«    5 of 16    »

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.

— Paulo Coelho

Fear keeps us focused on the past or worried about the future. If we can acknowledge our fear, we can realize that right now we are okay. Right now, today, we are still alive, and our bodies are working marvelously. Our eyes can still see the beautiful sky. Our ears can still hear the voices of our loved ones.

— Thich Nhat Hanh

People have a hard time letting go of their suffering. Out of a fear of the unknown, they prefer suffering that is familiar.

— Thich Nhat Hanh

Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardship today.

— Thich Nhat Hanh

You must submit to supreme suffering in order to discover the completion of joy.

— John Calvin
«    5 of 16    »


See Our Babies Birth Support Find an SBD Doula Include Your Beloved Babies' Names
BECOME A DOULA!

Enroll now in the Birth & Bereavement Doula® program!


We onboard enrolled students into the program by email invitation.

After tuition, you can email heidi.faith@stillbirthday.com directly to expedite this step.  Alternatively, if you prefer fb communications, you can join us in Admissions.

HOW OUR HEARTS RELEASE BEGAN
TRENDING
0
Would love your thoughts, please comment.x
()
x